Unspoken

Have you ever experienced being in a situation where you need to speak but you can not. When all you do is sit there and watch him. You want to stand and explain yourself but you just can’t.any single words. He was there pushing you to say something. But you don’t know how. Your so weak.

There were thousands of words you practically wanted to say with feelings. Words that were rumbled. You don’t know where to start your sentence. Then tears suddenly drops in your eyes. You wanted to stop crying but you just can’t. Your were hurt. But you can not say anything for the fear that if you say it he will reject it. He will be gone forever. You will lose him. So you accept it. Even if its painful. You blame yourself and just let it. But you know deep down you this were the important words you wanted to express. Those unspoken words are the things that will save you. Still you choose to remain in silence for the sake of love and relationship.

You know its so suffocating to be involve in this. It kills you repeatedly but you just cant push what you truly want. Afraid enough to speak for you know he will not listen. He will not understand. In the end it is you who is wrong. And who will be left alone.