Para Sa G.

1.     Never give false hope. Wag mong pagmukhaing tanga yung tao kung wala syang pag-asa sayo sabihin mo hindi porket gustong gusto ka mang-aabuso ka na. Don't show motivation just because of your flirtation. Stop being rude and living somebody half dead just because your enjoying playing with their feelings. Establish your relationship to someone. In short wag kang pa fall at paasa mahirap ng makarma.

2.     Boyfriend po hindi Negosyo. May mga friends akong ganoon laging demanding sa buhay. Kinakawawa yung boyfriend kung anu-anong pinapabili napakawala naman silbi. Ginagawa pang all around yaya. Excuse me po nagbubudget din yung mga taong yan. Hinay-hinay sa pagrerequest. Napapagod din yung mga taong yan. Dahan dahan sa pag-uutos. Hindi pa mag-asawa under na.

3.     Decide on your own. Hindi mo kailangan ng payo ng ibang tao kung sasagutin mo yung taong nagpropropose sayo. Audience lang sila sa relasyon nyong dalawa. Mas ikaw ang nakakaalam kung ano ang tama sa mali. Ang oo sa hindi. Don't use someone opinion when deciding for your relation. Remember ikaw yung bida sa eksena. Ikaw yung nakakaramdam at mas nakakaintidi kaya decide on your own and make no regrets.

4.     Be sure. Linawin mo yung mga bagay na iyong gusto at sinasabi mo. Siguraduhin mo na nagkakaintindihan kayong dalawa sa mga pinaggagawa nyo. Be sure with your feeling mamaya confuse ka pa pala tapos bigla kang magbaback-out anu un? Labo naman nun. Sa simula pa lang ayusin na para less yung heartaches at burden both sides. Pag-ayaw mo na sabihin mo basta sure ka na ayaw mo na talaga. Mamamya nakikipaghiwalay ka tapos iiyak-iyak ka sinong tanga. Tapos pag nakita mong kasama ng iba nagagalit ka. Anu un. Wag mong iwanan kung hindi mo kayang makitang nagmamahal sya ng iba. Wag mong bigyan ng puwang sa isip nya na nagkamali sya sa pagpili sayo.

5.     Don't Cheat.  Never attempt to be a two timer or more timer. Don't tell a lie or commit to cheat. Sige ka tandaan mo masakit manapak ang lalaki. Pag ang tao napupuno at hindi nya na kokontrol yung nararamdaman nyang selos at galit halo-halong emosyon. Kabahan ka na hindi mo alam kung anung pwede nyang magawa. Maraming pwedeng tumakbo sa isip nya na baka hindi mo mapigilan. Kaya be safe. Kung ayaw mong gawin sayo wag mong gawin sa kapwa mo. Pare-parehas lang tayong tao kung masasaktan ka sa mga kasalanan masasaktan din sya.

6.     No standard. Wala naman babaeng ayaw sa gwapo, matipuno, maputi, pamatay ngumiti at chinito (Crush ko yun ah !!!) pero syempre looks can decieve. Always look deeper hindi yung pagwalang physical quality tangal na sa prospect list. Hindi naman mata ang nagmamahal puso. Yung pagkatao yung titignan hindi yung mismong tao. Follow your heart but always bring your brain.Sa teleserye lang nakakatuluyan ang mga katulong at boss. Vocalist ng Kpop boy band at ordinaryong fan. Wag ng magpantasya doon tayo sa totoo at taong siguradong mamahalin tayo kahit anu pang anyo nila mahalaga naman yung mas mahal ka at hindi ka sasaktan.

7.     Enjoy and LoveYourself. Kung hindi ka pa talaga handa wag mong pasukin ang pakikipagrelasyon. Ganoon yun ei may mga panahon na ayaw mo lang dahil sa pansarili mong dahilan. Minsan naman nagkakataon lang nawala sa utak mo ung ganitong bagay o may mas prioridad ka lang sa buhay. Never pressure yourself. Love will come in God's time. Love is waiting till your ready. when things are alright, when you are emotionally fine. It good to breathe and live alone for some time it is normal. Travel the world and have fun with your friends, family or yourself. Enjoy and love yourself first you can not give what you don't have. If you still have those fears of getting hurt just throw it up high in the vague universe. You will never enjoy life if you will embrace it. Just do whatever makes you happy. If you’re not prepared for relationship you may offer friendship then let the fate begin. 

"Girls are addictively in love in the idea of love. And I know I myself we all want the best love story ever. Like Romeo and Juliet, Jandi and Jun Pyo, Anastasia and Christian Grey, Marimar and Eduardo or even Chichay and Jouaqin. But I guess reality speaks better than any scripted love story. Sometimes the love that is not plan turns into something beautiful. Even bad decisions create positive result. So don’t box yourself. There is always a magical chance for us to be naturally developed to any possible man. Stop being hopeless romantic who knows there's so many strangers out in the streets maybe one day you will just see yourself fulfilling your own special fairy tale."

Precaution

(Taglish po ito. Formality bores me. Mga bagay na natutunan ko sa buhay pwedeng walang kwenta para sayo pero baka sa ibang tao mayroon naman po siguro.)

In Life:

1. Live Life Simply Happy: Do whatever makes you happy. Put loved and patience to it everything you do. Bring smile and high spirit everyday. Don't be so bitter because of your misfortune or unanswered prayer. Learn from your experience. Count your blessings and alays be thankful. Feel the emotions you have if your sad then be sad, if your happy then be happy. Don't turn things too complicated. Have fun with all the people. Do or say something different. Travel outside your comfort zone. Eat your favorite food, watch your favorite movies,concert or show. Write or draw anything that satisfy your mind. Be with those people that can give you joy and happiness. Make the best out of the moment because you will only know the value of it when it becomes a memory.Life is either daring, adventure or boring it is always your choices. Remember life is too short to live normal.
2. Never Revenge: Let karma play the tricks. Wag mong isipin na gusto mong bawian yung tao na to kasi ganto, ganyan edi wala ka ng pinagkaiba sa kanya. Pagpray mo na lang sya yun yung maganda mong magagawa.Wag ka ng mag-isip ng pambira o masama, si Lord na bahala.
3. Be Strong and Be Kind:  We encounter lot of hardship, trials and sorrow. Most of the time we are sad and depressed all alone frustrated in all our idealistic desires.And even if we pretend to hide all our fear it just so happen our eyes can not deny and heart couldn't lie. When night come and the light fades away the tears just want to escape that we almost end up crying with all the bullshit that is coming our way. It feels like we just die everyday. And sometimes problems don't stop from multiplying. We our absulotely drowning in the oceans of pain. Tired to mislay in all game. Congratulations welcome to the world of reality where sugar coating thing weren't meant to be. So I suggest be strong. We Live life on our own and we die alone. No one will be there to save you except yourself. Life is rough so you have to be tough enough. Afterall life leaves important lesson and acceptable reason. Be Kind always offer a helping hand because you can. Wag kang madamot ibigay mo yung kaya mong ibigay kasi alam yung pakiramdam ng walang wala yung tipong hindi mo alam kung kanino tatakbo. Samahan mo yung taong nangangailangan ng kasama kasi alam mo ung pakiramdam ng mag-isa. Pakinggan at unawain yung taong gustong magsalita kasi alam mo yung pakiramdam ng hindi na papakinggan. Yakapin mo yung taong nanghihina kasi alam mo yung pakiramdam na walang paghuhugutan ng lakas, yung pakiramdam ng walang kakampi. Laanan mo ng oras yung mga taong kailangan yung tulong mo kasi alam mo yung pakiramdam na walang tumutulong sayo kahit hirap na hirap ka na. Read between the line in every cheerful smile theres million tearful messages that trying to hide. Kaya matuto kang makiramdam at maging mabuting tao sa nakakasalamuha mo kasi bawat isa may itinatagong kwento.
4. Be True, Be You: Show yourself. Ipakita mo kung sino ka talaga. Mahirap panindigan ang pagpapanggap lalo na pagnasasaktan ka na. Lagi naman may comment yung mga tao. So hayaan mo na sila pag palagi mong iisipin ang sasabihin ng iba ikaw na mismo yung naglagay sa sarili mo sa sitwasyon kahit kailan hindi ka magiging masaya. Ikaw yung may problema. Mas mabuti ng tinanggap ka nila sa pagiging totoo mo ei kung ayaw nila edi wag. You can not please everybody. Love those people who accept you completely kasi sila yung taong mas nakakaunawa sa tunay mong halaga. Huwag mong panghinayangan yung mga taong pinagtabuyan ka hindi ikaw ang nawalan kundi sila.
5. Love Your Life: Yes Love your life even if it gives you so many reason to unloved it. Even if in your whole being the only bestfriend you have is grief. Still love your life there is some many chances for you to experience the beauty of the world. You were bestow by a gift that some people wish for but run out of it. Be thankful, sorry and happy for somebody. Life is an illusion. We live then we die. Our journey will remain mystery that one day or another no one will remember our existence. We will be lost in the circulation we used to be in. Therefore we are only a single chracter in a story so be the type of cast that the reader will find inspiring and worthy. In the end what matter most is how you spend your time on earth. It is process that makes more sense. 

Thin Line

There is a thin line between life and death, a line where we must hold onto. It is a kind of line that depend its length on your upper hand because you will be the one deciding for its end. It maybe horizontal, vertical, diagonal or maybe an imaginary. And I call that line faith.

“For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.- Jeremiah 29:11

 

No one knows tomorrow even the day after tomorrow but we believe there is tomorrow. Because we intent to make plans for the following day. Knowing that we have encountered hapless 24 hours and it’s so difficult to face another battled of life where you have to survive. Still you continue to push through. Simply because we have faith in God that he is already there in our tomorrow. He already designs that for us. He insures that scenes will be okay in our next waking day.

“Whoever serves me must follow me; and where I am, my servant also will be. My Father will honor the one who serves me.”- John 12:26

No one can predict our fortune but still we do well. In spite of our earthly task we manage to commit ourselves to Him and let our spiritual needs savor from his words. We serve, worship, glorify, follow and make disciples even we are not rewarded in all our hard works. Because we have faith and believe that someone is watching us over somewhere. So we let our kindness and Godliness reign by never getting tired in serving Him. And even though some people accused us as hypocrite without any bases we keep going doing the duty we profess.

“Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.” -Hebrews 11:1

No one see Him. No one proves that he exists still we know in our own that He does. And because of the motivating force we surrender ourselves to him without hesitation and doubt. For us it is to believe is to see and not to see is to believe. Because we simply have Faith. So in order to justify our worth to him we confess and trust him our being. After all we have this strong spirit that we have nothing to be afraid of when we have Him us our savior and redeemer. Waiting for his coming will never be boring since we already have hope in our heart.

How long is that thin line of yours? Or should I ask do you have that line which connects you to our Almighty God of Father. Think it over yourself how far can you go without Him? Faith molds your relationship to Him it is your gateway to his kingdom. This thin line is your sign that you absolute related to him. It’s not always enough that you breathe fine. I know we are only human in the inside so therefore our soul’s needs vigor foundation for us to be able to stand firm and God is the one who can do it. God loves you and He only need one favor to you which is to hold into that thin line and make it strong and long. You still have time to repent yourself over His name.

Make Your Passion Be Your Profession

I really love learning or experiencing new things about my dream profession which is actually my passion and obsession. I enjoy the moment of gaining  information about Film writing since it is my ambition to be a good writer someday. So I attended seminars last March 4 2013. And that Level 6 Explode Seminar is one of the best seminars I’ve attended. The three speakers were great enough to be able to share useful information coming from their experience. And I personally salute them because they are really amazing and professionals in their chosen endeavor which is media industry. They were been so honest to us in delivering their talks I mean it is not so formal in some way but it captures more may attention and I know in myself that I’m not just their for additional grade but for another valuable learning that is 100% related to my future career. And I can said that I am blessed to be able to absorb ideas and tips from this well-known people.

ATOM ARAULLO

               “Speed is important but accuracy is more important”

            I wasn’t able to start the seminar due to our thesis subjects. And when we arrive the discussion are almost half way. He tackled about the advantages and disadvantages of social media in delivering news.

            According to him the advantages of using social network as a tool in disseminating news are the following:

·        It is fast and very timely

·        Very Interactive

·        Anyone can access through it.

·        Can make awareness rapid and effective

·        Cheap

·        You can always go back and re-read the news since it is recoded and document were posted.

Disadvantages are

·        Due to speed capacity news were not double check

·        Some information release are hoax

·        Privacy were lessen and damage close enough to cybercrime law.

·        Some users use it irresponsibly in spreading information that has not been confirmed.

He is a good speaker although his discussion were somehow basic but the interaction and sharing of his experience make his talked more interesting aside from his charm and kilig factor that affect the crowd

PEQUE GALLAGA

“Good education will help you change the unconsciousnessof nation”

            Sincerely I am so overwhelmed by the professionalism he projects. He is not a just good speaker but the best speaker ever. He is so realistic and so honest with all the words he said. I thought at first it will going to be boring because his to old enough but no its not. You can really see that he know what his talking. I’ve learned a lot from him.  And he inspired and challenges me in a positive way that I can view my future career not in idealistic perception of earning money but in a real one. This is the things I learned from him and this tips or lessons actually affect my being.

• Making Film is exaggerating fact in order to emphasize truth.
• Out of 96 million people only 4 million watch Filipino movie and most watch movie are Daniel Padilla and Vice Ganda film
•  In creating film you must touch national consciousness
•  Life in Media are difficult, hard and painful
•   “I’ve been making music in my entire life and selling myself is so hard. And then I ask myself why does it matters to people what I like”
• "No man is in an island but we are all alone in the grief of oceans of secrets desires, Failures, Frustrations and Hidden agenda. And communications make an integral part of living about making things connected as one."
•  Movies has only 100 years to born movie
•  “Don’t be afraid and discourage to explore something that lies on you”

TEN SIGN POST TIPS

1. Have something to say. – Say something that can transform human condition. Say something that has never been heard. Say something unique. Say something that you like and interest with. Never be afraid to say something you love.
2. Movies are shared experience. – Movies are presented in big screen because it needs a community experiences. Different people sharing and absorbing affection and message regarding the movie a the same period of time.
3. Movies are not meant to teach but to transform. – Audience must learn all the possibility. Never make spoon feed lesson. Let your movie be the message. Like Shakespeare said “go and tell the story”. Art is not a tool for change or agenda.
4. Entertainment is not a sin, not to sale. – Origins of movie was to entertain so don’t be afraid to put sense of humour in it.
5. Don’t only sticks to what works. Think and never stop in your box.
6. Experiment is boring. –Experiment must be scientifically made. You discover things you don’t know. And it best to do it yourself like in masturbation it best to experience it than watch it.
7. Do things with Science. -Always make a plan. Consider everyone needs and creative thinking. Don’t just settle with your own, you make movies for your audience not for yourself.
8. Be professional. -Don’t be late. Concentrate with your works. Be here as an artist. Enjoy the savour of the process. Make moment and memories with your teams or workmate. “ Things won are done the soul of the joy lies in the doing and the sweetness of the man is in the doing”-Shakespear
9. Be honest. -Let movie be you. Be clear about your goal and don’t just play bullshit just to look astig.
10. Make your world bigger, -Make your preparation more exciting. Meet new people, Learn different language. Listen to a new type of music. Grow and never stop reading. Travel outside your comfort zone. In taste the beliefs and language of life. “Tenirmundo” “Have your world” “Become your world” “Encompass the world”. When you become the world you will something to say that is worth listening.

         “BE A NEW YOUNG PRODUCER”

LORIE REYES

“All generalizations are falls”- Mark Twain

            He is a man with inspiring experiences and based on his story he just prove to us that our future was hard If we will not love and have passions in this. He has this element in making us see what lies ahead in us. He also shared to us some facts and examples that adds information for us to have clearer view about the topic. He discussed about mainstreams and indie film.

Mainstreams Movies:

•  Can afford extreme promotion
•  Control by big company
• Has saturated distribution
•  Higher production value
• Have expensive technology
• Simplistic and predictable stories
•   Stick to same genre (RomCom)

Indie films

• Limited promotions
•  Realistic escapist narrative
•  Audience are not spoon feed
• Explore difficult themes
• Exploits miserable conditions to get sympathy
• They do film to get awards and not for audience

Budget:

Mainstream 50 millions

Indie Film 1-2 million

Spending Money Where it Counts Most:

1. Things you can see in the screen
2. Pay everyone who worked for you right
3. Make sure you have delicious food for everybody
4. Analysed things before you shoot
5. Do homework, Plan everything ahead
6. Avoid long meeting. Meeting should last for 30 minutes so organized your thoughts before setting a meeting
7. Give the production more value
8. Hope for a miracle.

Special Proposal

Special Proposal

Will you marry me ???

Yes !!

            Everyone deserves True Love as long as their lives. Everyone is entitled to have their partner forever. All of us have the rights to be happy in love. And every happy ending story begins in a wedding proposal.

            Wedding and Marriage are two different things that everyone in this world would wish to have with the person they love. Wedding is the most special, magical and unforgettable moment for every grooms and bride, a gateway to marriage it is something they need to exert lots of effort to keep it strong and work long. I myself have my dream wedding and I also wish for a very romantic and real wedding proposal.

            Wedding proposal for me is special as what I perceive in wedding. It must be surprising, exciting and most of all amazing. Because it signifies that after all that you’ve been through you as a man already made a decision to make the women of your life to be officially yours. And I guess for you to not get the a NO!! NO!!  you must be sincere enough and committed to every word you will say. Give her an event that would stay to her heart which is making your proposal extra special.

Thank You Youtube J

            http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NLdUA0L7iaI

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zRa8N8azMdU

Always be creative enough in making her feel your love. Above all your goal is to win her heart and to prove to her that forever does exist. And to finally get the yes and to see her in the future walking in the aisle as your beloved bride and wife wearing her beautiful dress carrying all your love in the world. So get up and think for a wedding proposal that would change your relationship to something magical.

What If

I was staring outside the window of the jeep listening to my headset. Wondering about life and I have this habit of talking to God like He was really sitting next to me. I was asking God to forgive me. I was so serious at that moment I know I am a sinner. I am not an angel.

When I arrive at our school specifically what we used to called tambayan. I found my dude (female bestfriend) she was singing her favorite line in one of the song of John Lenon. “What if there is no religion”. I was stuck in that lyrics and all of a sudden we discussed about religion. I feel so good knowing that I am not alone in this world having this numerous question in mind. I have already a buddy buddy when it concern to this topic. We have the same opinion about different religion.

She and I avoid talking about this whenever we are with our other friends who have different religions. Because it happens in the past that this two friends of ours talked about it and were just there as if watching a debate that would just end up lets just respect each other belief. Even though I know at the back of their minds there were words they wanted to explain about their religion. I honestly salute this two for they know where they belong to.

It just a simple example. When we tackled about religion their would be so many arguments. Each would depend their belief and no one would want to lose. Me and my dude have different religion but we do have common perception. She is actually a born again and I choir member before. But now she is no longer a church goer. Don't get me wrong she is praying and reading bible. While me I am a catholic to be honest I'm a servant of God before. I'm a choir member and active youth in our community. I attend regularly on our youth bible study. But when I met her everything has change.

I myself look for myself. I attended different religious ceremony. I was able to listen to their explanation why I should be in their religion. They were really convincing and as if I was attentively listening to a brand seller that makes me feel like I should not miss one word. In the end I understand their point but instead of giving me a clear view about God existence its just confused me. As if I was sitting in the classroom having different subject teacher in front of me discussing at the same time. It is really a headache. Religion were fighting and giving criticism against each other. It's real I've witness that and it makes me feel bad.

My dude stop doing so because she notice that they have same religion different churches but having misunderstanding. We also noticed that the religious one are more sinner than a criminal. They couldn't even bare to walk their talk. Its really ironic that the one discussing about Him is the one who really don't have the rights to do. I must rather believe in an ordinary man talking about God but have lots of testimonial experience in God presence compare to a man who couldn't even justify the Lord words.

I am not saying that we must be saint in order to serve God. But at least commit yourself in establishing strong foundation of righteousness against cruelty or darkness. Hence it could not change the fact that we have differences and belief. I never meant to have war or heart to heart talked. I respect every individual choice and decision.

Back to my title what if there is no religion could you imagine how peaceful world would be. It could be better place for faith and only faith. We need no systems to obey but only his words. Everyone were good having a deep connection and relation to Him. Their would be no separation and division in which religion has made. Everyone were all equal and the same. No issues, argument and misunderstanding. We could be united by His marvelous name. But I think it will only be a dream nothing but a dream.

I am a believer I read bible and I pray most of the time. God is actually the center of my life but I guess I belong in no particular religion. For what matters to me is Him. I have Him And He is my God. I have strong and firm faith that no one could break. And only God could claim.

I was born to make mistake and not to fake perfection. We have all flaws in life but for me having sincerity, kindness and good heart towards other creation or people. Has great impact than a church goer who dress well, look good and have perfect attendance but no real blood of being a son/daughter of God. Remember Faith without action is dead.

PS: Im not atheist but I respect them from the bottom of my heart.

Si Pepe

Bayaning 3^rd World

“ Hindi mo hinarap ang kamatayan, kundi hinanap mo”

– Ricky Davao

“Hindi para maging bayanin, hindi mababago ang tinakda ng tadhana, pero mababago ang tinakda ng tao.”

–Joel Torre

                        Sa simula pa lang ay nakakitaan ko na ang pelikula ng kagandahan at interes kahit black and white pa ito. Napakahusay ng pagkakagawa kahit pa sabihin nila boring ang pelikula para sa akin ay napakagaling ng nagsulat, director at producer nito. Nagawa nilang pumili ng magagaling at kahanga-hangang artista para magbigay kulay at buhay sa mga tauhan na malapit at may malaking kinalaman sa pambansang bayani na bansang pilipinas. Bukod pa rito ang bawat tauhan ay naging epektibo sa paganap mula sa mga bida sila Ricky Davao at Chris Villanueva hanggang sa mga binuhay na tauhan  na sila Teodara, Josephine bracke, Trining, Narcisa at iba pa. Napanindigan nila ang kanilang tauhan at hindi nagkulang lalo na ang gumanap na Rizal na si Joel Torre.

                        Mula sa tauhan na wala kang masasabing masama dahil sa husay. Hanggang sa naging tagpuan makatotohanan bahagya. Wala man akong gaanong alam sa kasaysayan ang naging tagpuan ng pelikula para sa akin ay naging kulang. Kulang sa pagpapatunay at masyadong naging paulit-ulit ang gamit. Sa costume naman ay talagang pinaghandaan at pinagisipan. Ganoon din ang mga props at maliit na detalyeng inilagay na nakatulong upang pagandahin ang pelikula.

                        Masasabi ding malupit ang nagsulat nito dahil hindi nya ginawang katawa-tawa ang buhay ni Rizal. Pinatunayan lamang nya na maari kang maging malikhain sa pagkwekwento ng isang bagay na may kinalaman sa kasaysayan. Hindi mo kailangan ikulong ang sarili sa kumbensyong nakasanayan na ng tao. Naging epektibo ang ginawang pagatake. Ang gawing makatotohanan na nakakausap ng present persona ang mga taong nasa nakaraan na tila isang kaibigan na nabuhay din sa kasalukuyan.

                        Ang panimula ng pelikula ay nagpakita agad ng mga mahahalagang kaalaman tungkol sa bansa. Ang pagpapakita ng mga pambasang sumisimbolo sa Pilipinas ay isang malaking pagbabalik tanaw para sa kabataan at sunod-sunod na henerasyon dahil sa tunay na buhay marami ng Pilipino ang binaon ito sa limot at tila pinagkasya na lang ang sarili sa hula-hulang hindi naman tama. Magandang ipapanuod ito sa kanila para tama na ang isasagot nila sa mga batang matatanong tungkol dito.

                        Tulad ng din ng ibang kabataan hindi naman po talaga ako fanatic ni Jose Rizal o ng kahit sinong bayanin ng Pilipinas. At wala naman po talaga akong intere sa kasaysayan ng Pilipinas. Opo natutuwa ako kapag may natutuklasan akong bago tungkol sa bansa pero hindi ko naman ito ganoon pinahahalagahan. Hindi sa wala akong pakialam pero dahil sa aking sarili marami rin akong tanong at pilosopong bagay na gustong malaman pero alam ko nangangailangan  ito ng malalim na pag-aaral at wala naman akong panahon para roon.

                        Ito ang unang pagkakataon ko makanuod ng ganitong klaseng pelikula. Hindi boring, may laman at marami kang matutunan kahit ang paksa ay kasaysayan.

                        Hindi lingid sa aking kaalaman ang tungkol sa ginawang santo si Rizal. Sa totoo lang po sa aking sariling opinion ang sambahin si Jose Rizal ay isang katangahan at sa tingin ko hindi naman din gusto ni Rizal na maging panginoon ng kahit anung kultong samahan dahil kong iisipin ang nais ni Rizal ay maging manggamot ng ating bansa hindi maging Diyos kaya nga sya nagdoktor para hanapan ng lunas ang lumalalang sakit ng lipunan.

                        Alam kong parte na nagpalaki ng isang batang Pilipino ang pag-aralan ang buhay ng taong ito naitinuturing nating bayanin. Ang makasama sya araw-araw dahil sya ay nasa piso natataktak Pilipino. Kaya wala ng ligtas ang lahat kundi aralin ang buhay nya dahil na sa saligang batas din ito ng bansa. Kahit na para sa ibang batang tulad ko ay gasgas na ang talambuhay nya. Pero ng panoodin ko ito tila marami pa akong nalaman at natuklasan sa mga bagay na nanatunan ko nagkaroon din ako kalituhan at panghuhugas sa isip ko sa taong ito na sobrang special dahil ang birthday nya at death anniversary ay walang pasok.

                       

Si Rizal ay galing sa marangyang pamilya at alam natin itong lahat. Pero hindi rin naman naging madali ang lahat ng pinagdaanan nya at panindigan ang mga ginawang aksyon at desisyon nya. Ang kanyang naging paglalakbay sa Europa ay nakatulong ng sobra upang mas lalo nyang makita ang mga sakit ng bansang kinalakihan nya.

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                        Bakit nga ba si Rizal ang pambasang bayanin? Bakit ko tinatanung ito may magbabago ba kung kumantra ako pero wala naman din akong pakialam kung karapatdapat sya o hindi? Bakit kailangan sa bagong bayan? Biktima lang ba sya? Inosente tao ba sya? Ilan tao yung bumaril sa kanya? Atsaka may audience ba nung binaril sya? O isa lang syang lalaking ordinary na gumawa ng ingay sa mundo para makilala? Alagang aso ba yun ni Rizal? Bakit hindi na lang sya nagpakamatay sa sarili nya? Ang arte arte din ng iba nyang kapatid bakit hindi na lang tanggapin si Josephine kairita ei babaero naman talaga si Rizal. Paano nga kung kinulong lang si Rizal tapos pinahirapan ng bongga sasalikaya sya sa himagsikan? Paano ung hindi sya binaril pinatapon lang sa ibang bansa papakasalan nya kaya si Josphine ng maayos sa simbahan?Nagbalik loob ba talaga sya sa pagiging katoliko matapos ang mga masasamang sinabi nya dito. Pasikat lang ba talaga sya o tunay na nagmamalasakit sya sa bansa ?

                        Matalino si Rizal at napakamakata nya sa lahat ng bayanin sa kanya lang ako nagaksaya ng oras. Hinahangaan ko ang galing ni Rizal sa pagsulat. At ang katotohanan na bawat laman ng nobela, tula, sulat at sanaysay ay mga nakatagong mensahe para sa mga mambabasa.

                        Ang paglalakbay ni Rizal ay hindi naging ganoon kadali ang mamulat sa katotohanan at isama ang kababayan sa kanyang pagkamulat. Lahat ng ginagawa nya ay pinagisipan nya ng husto at pinaninindigan nya ito.

                        Wala naman akong nakikitang mali sa pagpapakasal ni Rizal at ni Josephine Bracke. Hindi naman sana magiging isyu ito kung hindi lang kailangan ni Rizal na bumalik sa pagiging katoliko. Yun naman ay magpapakita na ng karuwagan at walang pagpapahalaga sa karunungan na ipinakalat sa bawat nobela. Dapat sana mayroon lang ibedensya o napirmahang na dokumento bilang patunay. Yung hindi peke bakit kasi hindi naimbento dati ang CCTV camera. Gusto ko sanang malaman kung bakit napadpad si Josephine Bracke sa dapitan anung dahilan. Hindi ko rin makita ang sinasabi ni Rizal na maamo si Josephine kasi para syang may pagkamataray at palaban. O baka nagkamali lang ng karakter na ginamit hmmm…

                        Maganda ang punto ng kwento lalo na sa parte ni Narcisa. Naisip ko din po yun bakit hindi na lang sya tumakas nung may pagkakataon pa sya. Maganda ang naging tugon ni Narcisa naging makatwiran si Rizal mali naman talaga ang ginawang paggamit sa pangalan dahil hindi naman talaga sya sumang-ayon sa himagsikan. Lahat ay nangailangan ng taong masisi, ang mga kastila, mga rebelde at simbahan naipit lang si Rizal dahil sya ang napiling biktima. Kawawa naman si Rizal

                        Ang restraction ay naging malaking katanungan sa buhay ni Rizal. Sa kwento ni Trining ito ay totoo. Nakakaawa si Trining dahil hindi man lang inintay ng mga tao ang pagkamatay nya bago gawing koleksyon ang gamit ni Rizal. Nakuha pang magpaispiritista. (Totoo ba talaga yun?)

                        Ano ung sagrado Corazon. Curious?

            Kung tutol talaga si Rizal sa paniniwala ng mga katoliko bakit sya nagkumpisal ng maraming beses, bakit sya nagpamisa parang lahat ng akda nya ay nawalan ng kwenta. Kaso ang hirap din paniwalaan ang kwento ng pari dahil kaiba ito sa mga kwento ng pamilya ng pambansang bayani.

            Atsaka para kanino ba ang tula, kay Josphine o sa kapatid bakit hindi na lang kasi pinangalanan ni Rizal para walang away. At ang lakas din makakontrabida role ni Josephine Bracke. Parang isa talaga sya sa mga gumawa ng ingay sa buhay ni Rizal.

Ang pangangatwiran ni Rizal ay naging isang malaking aral. Kung nagbalik loob nga sya sa pagiging katoliko ay isa sa mabibigat na tanong na hindi nasagot ngunit kung nagbalik loob nga sya maituturing syang duwag pero ito ay tataliwas na sa lahat ng kanyang akda.

            Natapos ang pelikula ng hindi nasasagot ang ilang mga tanong.